One sentimental saying in my native language:
” Cruel than death is to be forgotten”. I dont know why I identify myself with all this sentimental monologue. I laugh myself out at my reluctance to not be able to write in my blog for a long period. But sometimes, the sentimental me gets so hold of me, that I dont think of anything else.
I d prefer to write even when I dont feel like writing. But the sentimental arun is a recluse, whenever he’s hit, he runs into a cave and shuts himself in it. Thank God, His Arms reach into to keep me out of the cave and Live rather to exist.
So far whats happening in my life? Greater understanding of the word, GRACE. I ve grown to love this word so much. Greater depth of it keeps me in God’s hand and purposes.
So far I ve been trying to honestly enthuse myself in my christian walk and others who read my blog. Then, I got work+study+church routine long enough to forget writing something worthwhile in my blog. I find it childish to give excuses but also find it arrogant not explaining my state to myself.
People are good in forgiving others and never good at forgiving themselves for their mistakes, errors and conscious errors. Maybe, I should be different from these people. I should forgive and forget what I did( not contributing to my blog , my own errors…etc).
I wanna begin again to get a fresh shot at issues of life.
I remember I m still and ever ll be a Work-In- Progress.
Come on WIP! Inspire, Respire, Live!