My treasured and most respected godly friend , when i sought him the reason for not conversing as he used to with me, explained that most of the things that I speak are negative. He worried it changes his positive mindset and affects him. He should be true for he lived in my house, knows me 24×7.
I was shocked at the truth. I never realised it. I thanked him for telling truth. I set out to search me and inside me. What did I say?
I realised where the problem is. Yeah, Its because, As I want to be so open and frank, I just word all my thoughts in my head. That should be the reason. An event happened in my life means, I ll tell to my dear ones everything surrounding the event. I try not to hide my thoughts to my close friends. But… If it influences them in an opposite way, Its time for me to change me.
I never want to be a friend who is there to have made a negative influence. I want to be a positive influence in all the people’s lives God gave me.
I want to be an example in sincerity of faith, clear conscience and purity in heart.
The words that I speak have influence and some power as all words do. If words come out of my mouth, let it bring hope, life and trust in God.
God, I ll word all my innate thoughts to you! For You are going to influence me and change me.
Jesus, Hone me, sharpen me, Thanks for teaching!
Let the words and meditation of my heart be pleasing to You!
Help me, God!